The End of a Chapter.
As my 22nd birthday soon approaches, I can’t help
but feel…well...weird. For the first time in my entire life, I have no idea
what my future holds. I mean from the
time I was 5 till now I’ve pretty much known what I would be doing year to
year. I was going to this grade next
year and the next and so on and then with college, I had a good idea of what that
would be like also. So be turning 22 in
less than 2 months is terrifying. I feel
so old. I mean I know in reality 22 isn’t
that old, but right now at this point in my life it sure feels like it. I’ve never been a “real” adult with “real”
responsibilities with no more help from anyone.
I think there are two crisis’ you go through in life. First is the “Oh crap, I’m about to graduate
from college and be in the real world and I don’t have a clue where my life is
leading me.” The second is the “Oh crap, I’m halfway done with my life and I
didn’t do everything I said I would and I’m not young anymore.” Both are only temporary and I know things
will get easier once I get passed this semi-crisis. I’m excited to see what life holds for me and
my future.